Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Clinging onto HOPE

It can’t be very healthy clinging onto this hope… But I’m going to do it anyway, only because I can. And what TTC woman wouldn’t let her mind wander over to the “maybe” side of life…..

I might have started my pity party too soon. Cycle 24 aint over yet. There might might might be a small glimmer of hope. Actually none at all, but I’m letting myself hang on for dear life just for a few more hours.

AF isn’t technically here in full force. She is toying with me I think. Hopefully she was playing a mean April Fools joke on me yesterday. Just threatening me with some spotting, because she has not settled in yet.

I hate doing this to myself. But…….. What if… just what if….. I know AF will probably hit as soon as I click “publish post”. But for now I’m going to bask in the glow of maybe there still is a chance of a BFP… maybe…