Thursday, July 16, 2009

For some reason I can not get the words in my mind down to paper (well in this case, PC screen – Word Document). I can see them swirling in my head but when I try to type them they don’t come out the way they should. It’s like I’m trying to speak but nothing wants to come out.

Today is just a day where my heart is in my throat. I read blogs of couples trying to conceive and I can feel their pain. I read blogs of families loosing their precious babies, and my heart aches because what if that was me? I read blogs of growing bellies, and smile but my heart still yearns to be writing the same words as them.

I want to shout from the roof tops but also whisper in someone’s ear…. The message I’m not quite sure. Hopefully it will come to me. I don’t know if it’s a message for me or for someone else? Or for all of us.

(No I have not been drinking – it’s still morning in my part of the world).

I'm missing something or someone. Argh, this is frustrating. Come on words, get out……