Thursday, August 7, 2008

I couldn’t think of a title for today’s post, so I’m just going to leave it. No one is really interested in the title really, more the actual post itself. So here goes.

I found a fertility clinic in our area. I didn’t even know they existed until I got a link from a TTC friend. They seem like a really good clinic and from what I hear very affordable. Which we all know is a plus factor. I’m thinking about making an appointment to see them in January.

I hate changing doctors, but maybe it’s time to go see a proper FS. This is a big decision to make. I always said we would stop our TTC journey if Clomid didn’t work. I don’t know if we want to go to the next level. Not that I have anything against the next level : ) Just that I never pictured myself almost 2 and a half years down the TTC road with still no BFP.

A little voice in me, keeps whispering maybe you should just make peace with the fact that you aren’t going to have another child. Or that it will eventually happen, just be patient. I don’t know any more.

I’m feeling rather down today. But it’s got nothing really to do with TTC itself. Just today in general. Things that have happened in the last 24 hours. I just keep telling myself that in 3 weeks it will be better. Just 3 more weeks.


Erin said...

It couldn't hurt to see what they have to say, and to have a few tests. Then you can make an informed decision about what you're willing to do in your TTC journey. I know I never thought I'd be 3 years down the road, with IVF #5 looking me in the face and still no BFP. You'd be surprised how easy it is to make the step to the next level.