Friday, May 1, 2009

Insert Tears Here........

It's the 1st of May 2009... Check my TTC ticker to the right.... It's been exactly 3 years since we started trying for our second baby.

3 YEARS

Am I stronger? Am I sadder? Am I angrier? Am I at peace? Am I over patient? Am I a mess? Am I ok? I'm not sure.

3 YEARS

I've never cried this much in 3 years than in my entire life. I've never cursed this much in 3 years than in my entire life. I've never prayed this much in 3 years than in my entire life.

3 YEARS

I've come across the most awesome bunch of ladies, and one awesome guy (couldn't leave Xbox out) that have kept my journey on the brighter side of insanity. My SOP girls, my 2ww girls, my Mommy girls and my Making Babies girls. Each one of you have meant so much to me in our TTC journey. Thank you for all your support and love. For picking me up when I was at my lowest. Much appreciated.

3 YEARS

It's ok.....

3 comments:

Em said...

It's not ok Marcelle, My heart has broken for you.

I'm sorry. I know I can't say much to stop it hurting, been there, done that. I am sorry.

xox

Natasha said...

Marcelle, I am heartbroken for you. I am sorry. I believe you should not give up and that this new doc will be of help. xxx

The Swann's said...

:-( I'm so very sorry you had to travel this road, and continue to do so, BUT I am so happy you did so that I have had the pleasure of meeting you and the rest of our SOP girls!!!!! My heart just breaks for you... I'm waiting for the day you announce your BFP and the waterworks will start!!!!! :-)