Friday, June 13, 2008


I’m either crying at a drop of a hat or biting someone’s head off for no reason. I really think I need to get a sign around my neck. “Step away from the Hormonal B*tch”. And on the back saying “Talk to me at your own risk”. I’m trying really hard to keep a level head and just stay calm. But it’s so damn hard to do in real life. Here in the virtual one I can pretend I’m fine. The keyboard does the talking for me, and I can fool anyone in to thinking I’m happy today. But my poor family and DH. I’m no fun to be around. I admire their patience with me.

I’m between 4-6dpo. It’s weird not being in total control of this cycle. I haven’t even been tempted to temp. I love sleeping late, especially with it getting so cold here. Although I’m thinking of temping from maybe next Wednesday. Just so that I can mentally prepare myself for AF. I don’t want to sit here thinking and hoping I’m pregnant. I’ll rather know ahead of time that AF is approaching.


The Swann's said...

Boo hiss at the therm!!!! :-) Step away from the temptation and let whatever happens just happen! God is in control regardless!

We love you no matter how hormonal you may be or choose to be at time! :-) We blame it on the "getting pg pills"!!!