You won't be in the mood to work -- not at all -- and there's no reason to force yourself. Nothing except that small, inconsequential problem of where the money comes from.
That is so how I feel today. Actually felt like this the whole week already. I need to get some fire lit under my ……..
I’m way too lazy and unmotivated for my own good. And it has to change DRASTICALLY!!!
Ok, I know I complained about the heat wave a few weeks ago.... but come on enough with the rain already. (and in case you haven't noticed, I'm not very creative with Titles..) LOL
It's been pouring down for almost 4 days non stop. I would be fine with it, if I was cuddled up in bed watching a movie and maybe a warm cheesy pizza or two. But I'm not. I'm sitting in front of my PC trying to work.
I'm in no mood to chat on line with my friends.. *blushes* Sorry girls. Just feeling blah..... and don't really have anything to say. Rather just pretend to miss me until I return.
I also just polished off a bowl of vanilla ice cream. Yummy, although I shouldn't be eating ice cream for brunch???
I'm starting to panic. We have to move house in January. No idea where to yet. But it's on the horizon. A whole new chapter is about to start for my little family as well as that of my parents. Exciting yet terrifying.
Yup, and it ain't getting better...... I need sleep and sleep and maybe some more sleep.
DH's party was AWESOME. Except for the part when I accidentally flashed my left boob at my FIL and best friend. I was coming down the slip and slide very graciously. I didn't even realize it at first until I looked down. Of course my friend caught it on camera. And even though he has a "don't delete pics off my camera" policy, I deleted it. :)
The rest of the party was great fun. A few of us ended up in the jacuzzi and throwing jelly around in down anything. Do you know how cold jelly is when you are sitting in a warm jacuzzi??? Shame poor DH, didn't get to join on the fun because we were too busy ordering him around.... **Blushes** Don't worry I will make it up to him later today.
And with that, I say HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!! Hope you have a great day and get to leave early.
We have a few new stress issues in the pipeline. Will give out more details over the next few weeks. One of which is that TTC is off the cards till January next year, maybe even as late as March.
Have a wonderful week where ever you are......
6 years ago I became Mrs. Murray.
Babe, we all know it hasn’t been an easy ride. We have had our fair share of ups and downs. But we have always made it work. I hope the next 6 years are a lot less bumpy. :-) 
I love you, and always will.
My mind is entertaining two thoughts…. And I can’t decide which of the two relates to how I feel….
1) Do I have faith that we will one day have another child?
2) Or do I just hope that one day we will have another child???
“Faith is believing in things that common sense tells you not too.”
Common sense tells me our TTC journey is far from over, maybe it will never be over. My common sense tells me not to set my heart on having another child. So do I have faith then that we will????? I don’t know…. I don’t think I have faith….
Do I hope???
Yes, I hope with all my heart and soul that we do. One day……
I think my hope is greater than my faith.
I don’t have much faith at the moment. I have a lot of hope.
But do I need faith in order to hope????
Have I confused the cr@p out of any of you, as I have just myself???? LOL
I got a text message from a very good friend this morning. With such wonderful news!!! Her long awaited BFP has finally made it’s appearance!!! YAY!!! I’m so thrilled for her!!
Girl, wishing you an AWESOME pregnancy!!!
In other news.... The wicked witch from the uterus flew in late last night. Making her presence known for the 33rd time since we ditched the BCP…..
Well, my little girl. Since she isn't really a baby any more....
I'm still waiting for DH to download some latest pics of her. But this one will have to do for now. Isn't she gorgeous??
And she just proved to me yesterday that she is indeed a wonderful child. So well mannered and polite. We were treated to an outing at the Movies with my aunt and her 2 grand kids. McK was in her element and giggled all the way through. I have such an awesome child. She said her thank yous and pleases. And just over all well behaved. I couldn't have been prouder of her.
Except of course when it was time to say good bye to her "cousins". She had a little melt down with loads of tears. But I think she was just over tired from the days excitement. Poor thing.
We are having a heat wave at the moment, 36 degrees Celsius. It's freaking hot, wish there was a way to move my note book to the swimming pool. I'm sure I'll get way more work done, sitting in the pool typing with one hand, while the other hand holds my ice cold Vodka Martini?? (ok, any cocktail, Martini was just easier to spell.LOL)
I seriously can not believe this year has only two months left. It's almost DH and my wedding anniversary (9th Nov) and DH's bday (10 Nov). We have one big party planned for Sunday (9th). So looking forward to it!! We having a picnic lunch with close friends and family.
I'm still having IPS..... not fun, it's annoying!!! Just trying to ignore them best I can. ;-)
