Friday, March 20, 2009

As each cycle goes by the b*tch thinks she is welcomed to stay longer and longer!! Gone are my days of short visits from AF..... It's CD6 and she is still lingering around helping herself to the drugs I'm swallowing. I don't think I have ever taken this many pain killers in one week!!! EVER....

And I'm not the pill popping type. It takes me 5 minutes to convince myself that when the water enters my mouth I need to swallow. Pill gets placed right at the back of my throat, hell I could almost place it directly into my stomach if I tried to push it any more back.... Then sip, big sip........... long pause........... just swallow the flucking thing already..................... gulp............... I hate it... I'm pathetic in some ways......

Remind me why are we supposed to be extra happy on a Friday?????

Did I tell you all that I stopped drinking?? Yes, I did, seriously. I only drink beer now. Since beer doesn't contain any alcohol, only red wine does. Well any wine really..... I've been off the wine since our prawn red wine escapade 2 weeks ago... Yay me....

And don't give me the you aren't supposed to be drinking if you are TTC bull sh*t either... I gave up on that one when I fell hard back then cycle 17. Fluck that was 21 cycles ago... Imagine what a cow I would be if I gave up drinking. Oh wait I did give up, that's right... now where is that beer....

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