Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Almost 28

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Tomorrow I will be turning 28 years old. I’m not sure when I grew up, or if I’m still in the process of growing up? All I do know is that I’ve come out a lot stronger than what I was a few years back. Funny how life never really turns out the way you planned. I wanted to start this post off by saying I was born 9 April 1980 blah blah, and give you the full run down. But perhaps it is better to save you from the “Days of your lives” saga…..

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I was going through some of my baby photos this morning, came across this one. My reaction the day my brother was born. Little did I know that in a few years I would get a sister and another brother….. Don’t worry I have grown accustomed to them, and do love them all very much.

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This 27th year has been a rough one, but never the less a very interesting one. I started my own business… Making Babies … Which I still need to get up and running officially. It was a tricky one, because there are so many emotions involved when it comes to TTC. And lots of toes you don’t want to step on. I put my heart and soul into it.. Now I just need to make it work. At the same time, I opened up my “private life” some what to the world. Especially close friends and family that did not know we were struggling with TTC. It’s a very open wound, which luckily no one has poured any salt on…. Yet.

I’m not one for celebrating my own birthday. I can do someone else’s birthday with a smile. But my own, I struggle. It is not that I don’t like the feeling of getting older or anything remotely like that. Maybe it’s the attention I don’t like. My MIL is baking me a cake for tomorrow, which some what forces me to have a “party”. So I have just invited my brothers/sisters/parents and best Friends to come have a drink with me. Nothing fancy, nothing drawn out. Just a quick hello - happy birthday.

I’ll let you know how it all goes down.

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